Hello People !
Im now , kinda love the surroundings. But at times , its just sucks. Well.....
I love NC . I love PT (Physical Training) every Monday. Thanks to Abg Jamyl. I like the PT. So that it can burn my FATS away!!!! hahaha... Endure people.. And to me , if Nadyra and eLLa would have joined us till now , im sure they gonna love it. Especially the PHYSICAL TRAINING ! Whooo! hahahah.. It can burn FATS u know. Especially ur arm and stomach. Yes.. Im not kidding.. Oh well prac , great! Eventhough its very very challenging , we just have to endure and sacrifice right... Remember guys......??? **Something** ..Heheh!! Prove to people that we can do it okay . =)
Ermm, most probably , will be kinda busy again this week. Dance as usual. Not only that but studies also comes first.
First and for most , IM VERY WORRIED about my studies. Seriously..
Im scared.
EOY exams are just like 6 more wks from now. How bout that !
Im totally scared. If my studies dropped again , FOR SURE my mom told me to quit.....................................U think ?
Hmm.......
Stressfulness..
Oh ya. I did borrowed a book from the library just now.
Chicken Soup...hhaha what else ??
Wait, Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on "Tough Times".
Ermmm, the title sounds interesting.
So i borrowed it. I know i always have my "Tough Times".
So ya, i need to quote this very long sentences or would rather say a paragraph from the middle of the story.
Yaa.. Here it goes..
_ _ _ was just some guy--some guy who needed to grow up. And i refused to be just some girl.So what if I was a lousy kisser? It took me years before I was steady on my Rollerblades. And so what of the older girls didnt like me ? It wouldnt be long before I myself was an "older girl". And so what if there were rumors? They werent true.
"I held my head high , defending my morality and reputation with a string of confidence". I wasnt the only one. "Lies and rumors, hate and envy fly like bullets every day in high school. I got hit , like many unfortunately do , and I was ready to get back out there , shielding myself with the truth and a force field of confidence I forgot I had".
- About a week later , a boy at school stopped me in the halls and asked , "So, is it true that u kiss like a horse?"
I smiled. "You know what, I've never kissed a horse before, have you ?" He shook his head, embarrassed , as I turned around and walked away.
OMG !
See , how a girl can be strong like that. WOW right.......
And those words that were in RED , are so strong.
GOSH ! hahahah... gd gd..
And ofcourse , another one.
"Have You Ever"
Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you havent then tell me why
You judge me as u do.
Have you ever woken up in the morning
Wondering if this was your last day on Earth ?
Have you ever left your house
Unsure if you'd return?
Have you ever seen your friend get shot
Outside his favourite store?
Have you ever seen a friend die
From drugs he'd never used before?
Have you ever seen your mom get beat up
By your stepdad messed up on booze?
Have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy
Forcing you to choose?
Have you ever sat beneath the stars
Hoping God will hear ?
Have you ever seen your friend drive away
After way too many beers?
Have you ever had a friend
Experiment with weed?
Have you ever covered up guilt
Bt doing a good deed ?
Have you ever considered suicide
As the only way?
Have you ever tried to hide yourself
Behind the things you say ?
Have you ever wanted to protect
Your friends and everyone in sight?
Have you ever felt such pain
That you cried yourself to sleep at night ?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you havent, then tell me why
You judge me as you do.
AND O M G !
I feel like crying. Seriously..Oh gosh..
Its touching..
Alright.. Got many things to do now . Got to sleep early anyway.
SO freaking tired. Seriously. Not enough sleep and rest. I better get going now. Do my hmks, blablaaaaaaa! Then off to bed alrd. Tmrw gonna have my maths class test. I hope i can do it.
In addition , i miss eLLa. She came over to our prac just now. Im glad..So happy. =)
I miss Akit too. hehe..
All the best for the O's and N's , PEOPLE !!
Alright then , tc peoples !
Im living my life to the fullest and enjoying now.
So dont make my life difficult and miserable like YOU DO!
Thank you.
Toodles.
Loves,
Faizaahh.
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